Sitting in Grayland, smoking all of my mom’s pot, and watching Hoarders.
Home to LA Thursday.
Content little house cat.
Wish you all well.
Portishead - Only you
We suffer everyday, what is it for?
These crowns of illusion are fooling us all
And now I am weary and I feel like I doIt’s only you
Who can tell me apart
And it’s only you
Who can turn my wooden heartThe size of our fight, it’s just a dream
We’ve crushed everything
I can see in this mornin’ selfishly
How we’ve failed and I feel like I doIt’s only you
Who can tear me apart
And it’s only you
Who can turn my wooden heartWhip, whip, whip
Whip, whip, whip
Whip like that
Whip, whip, whip
Whip, whip, whip
Whip, whip, whip
Whip like that
Whip like that
Whip like
Whip like
Whip like thatNow that we’ve chosen to take all we can
This shade of autumn, a stale bitter end
Years of frustration lay down side by sideAnd it’s only you
Who can tear me apart
And it’s only you
Who can turn my wooden heartIt’s only you
Who can tear me apart
And it’s only you
Who can turn my wooden heart
The White Stripes - Truth Doesn’t Make a Noise
My baby’s got a heart of stone
can’t you people just leave her alone
she never did nothing to hurt you
so just leave her aloneCurrent Status
I feel pretty shitty lately. I cant quite put my finger on it, I just feel like i’m in the wrong place and that my time will never come.
I do the same shit every day. I hardly talk to anyone outside of work. I’m tired and drained and lonely and unable to talk to anyone about anything.
My guts feel like they are trying to escape, i’m thinking I should just let them do what they want. At least they know what they want. Happiness keeps flitting farther and farther out of my reach.
Fuck. I’m not sure why i’m posting this. I suppose I just want to vent a bit, and don’t really feel like doing it to anyone in real life.
Hey, at least it’s almost my birthday… 24 years old. woo…
The White Stripes- Apple Blossom.
hey little apple blossom
what seems to be the problem
all the ones you tell your troubles to
they don’t really care for you
come and tell me what you’re thinking
cause just when the boat is sinking
a little light is blinking
and i will come and rescue you
lots of girls walk around in tears
but that’s not for you
you’ve been looking all around for years
for someone to tell your troubles to
come and sit with me and talk awhile
let me see your pretty little smile
put your troubles in a little pile
and i will sort them out for you
i’ll fall in love with you
i think i’ll marry you






